Have you ever felt so alone...so completely alone...like you are the only one...
Loneliness is not about not having people around you... its about sitting in a room full of people and feeling like you don't belong...like you can talk but you don't know the language....alien words which have no meaning...
I look around... the room is crowded...i say something... but everyone ignores me....i try again...then i scream, but no one can hear me.... the silence envelopes me and threatens to drown me... i gasp and shake my head...my head throbs..i feel like its going to explode...my ears are ringing...i scream again.. but no one hears me... no one at all...
I have a million questions but no answers...a million thoughts and conflicts but no solutions...a million pens but no paper...a million wishes but no fairy god mother...a million dreams but no idea how to make them come true...
When will i find that some one... the one who knows when i'm calling..the one who knows when i'm hurting...the one who feels my pain...the one who knows when to hold my hand... the one who understands me... the one who makes me feel safe...the one who will make all this go away...
Will i ever feel complete... will i ever stop looking for that face...will i ever find my soulmate...
Am i the only one who was made in this mould...does the other half exist... is it a figment of my imagination...
Will i know when i meet that someone... will i know that i need to look no further...or will i continue to search for the impossible...will this remain an eternal search for the non-existent...
1 comment:
I read it twice before I commented on it.Quite a few interesting thoughts.Sometimes we search for that non existent entity, which we belive will have all required qualities ( for eg the one which you had mentioned in your previous blogs).And forget the very simple things or friends which we have at that moment.
Nicely put thoughts Pooja...
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